wondering.....

always waiting...wondering when....
where is he....
as i stare blankly in front of me...
wondering....all thoughts come in my mind...
trying to believe
that may be best
but its hard... i thought.
pushing away all negative thoughts...this is what i need to do.

Feeling lost

Hurt and sense of betrayal has been with me for the past few months
I know not what to do
As I live each day as it comes